Will You. If I let you in, Will you take away my fears? Or leave me gasping for breath, With salty tears? Will you hold me tight, When things feel wrong? Or leave me weak instead of strong? Will you tell me things will be okay? Or will you just walk away? Will you try your best to deal with me? Or will you give up and set me free? I ask myself should I let you in? Or am I going off a limb? It's hard for me to trust again, So what will happen if I let you in?

Consuming Thoughts. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, And all the things that we went through. From the good to the bad but now it seem, To you it's all just forgotten dreams. Our first kiss, our first fight, It was all so right. From the first day I met you, With a smile so bright. Instantly felt there was a connection, Poisoned by loves deadly infection. Never wanting to give up, But you left my #life so abrupt. Trying to fill the void, I got attention from another boy. Thought he was the one for me, But let me down and made me see. I still think about you all the time, Even if I'm not on your mind. There's a lot I wish I could get off my chest, Until that day comes it will remain compressed.

I'll Be. I'll be the anchor, To keep your feet on the ground. You be my high, To keep my head in the clouds. I'll be your guardian, To stand by your side. You be my breath, To keep me alive. I'll be your motivation, To push you to keep going. You be my ambition, To help me keep growing. I'll be yours, If you'll be mine. Together forever, Until the end of time.

Nightmares. This post traumatic stress, Leaves me so depressed. An overwhelming aching, A pain I keep on taking. Nightmares fill my head, As I lay asleep in my bed. Terrifying thoughts that awake me, This disorder is surely going to break me. I wake up in a cold fearful sweat, Gasping for every last breath. Horrified to fall back asleep, I stay awake scared and weak. There's no way I can fix this pain, When I go to sleep it will happen again. Like scary monsters under the bed, Only these scary monsters are in my head.

Alone. The pain I feel will never subside, When things went wrong a part of me died. Happiness left my sight, And left me battling a gruesome fight. #depression filled my body soon after, My #life became a huge disaster. Everyday nothing seemed right, I cried myself to sleep every night. Lonesome as my thoughts eat my alive, Each day I wished I would die. I soon realized I had failed, My #life had become derailed. I picked myself up and brushed off the defeat, I no longer wanted to feel deceit. I found happiness all on my own, Even when I was alone.