Unhappy Do you know how it feel to be seriously unhappy? To the point that your heart hurts?

Greater Yep, I'm destined for greatness. I knew this since I was 9 years old. Just waiting for the Epiphany bus to come rolling around the corner...yep...I'll just sit here and wait a few more years.

Mirror Mirror I can't look at myself in the mirror. I can't even look within myself to find out where the real 'me' has disappeared to. I'm scared of what I'll see. In both cases. Why don't I love myself?

Insomnia I've been fighting sleep since I was eleven. I'm 34 and still feel that the night is mine. I wish I knew what a good night's sleep was. I wish I was happy. Really happy. The kind of happy that makes kid laugh for no reason. I wish I could sleep. Night

Fuck It Fuck it, I'm just going to write. Fuck how I may think I will be perceived. Bollox to my inner negativity that always holds me back. I'm getting my creativity out there and it is MINE!