Scream And Shout I just am at that point where I want to pack my bags and leave. I'm sick and tired of feeling low. This may be the last thing you want to read, well that's up to you really. I've been emotionally abused not too long ago, separated and cheating on within the space of 6 months. Family expect me to just get over it cos he apologised. And I argue that that's not fair. Especially when later down the line he denied the cheating part. Its tricky coming from a different culture cos u have to think of 'what will people say'. But I say who care a shit what they say, look at what's happening to me! A year on and I'm still not over it, and I don't think my family gets it. I tried communicating with him, but that turned things worse, and worse, and worse to the point where I'm questioning, do I love you anymore? Cos I don't trust you, I can't talk to you, I feel u don't care for me and I can't stand you anymore with ur lies. It's eating me up inside and I don't know what to do or how to cope, cos I'm pregnant and I don't want anything to happen to my little miracle