Goodbye, I have nothing left to say or do. Thanks for listening.

Let go, Elena. Let go Elena, You know he's never coming back, Let go Elena. You can't keep holding on, Your eyes have seen too much, I know you think you're strong, But you're kind of out of touch. Let go Elena, It's time to dry those eyes, And it's been too long since, You both said you're goodbyes. He won't be back for you, And you've been left behind, He won't be back for you, He's trying to be kind. Let go Elena, You've been lonely far too long, You need to be happy, And you need to become strong. Please don't hide away, I know it's what you do He's living in the day, And maybe you should too. Come on Elena, Please dry your eyes and see, Theres plenty of other Lousy fish in the sea. And maybe she's prettier And they have affinity, But she'll never beat you, Cos you have his virginity. So come on Elena, Put a smile upon your face, And find someone else now, Before your soul will go to waste. Just let go Elena.

Happy Girls. What can I say? Noone wants to hear a sad girl cry. And at the end of the day, She's buried long before she dies. Because only happy girls are nice, And only happy girls get what they want. And happy boys don't have to think twice, Cos happy girls are all that they want. Look at her smile? Strangling reality and Driving the boys wild. Look at her laugh, She can sleep at night i guess, Cos she knows she's enough. Because only happy girls are fufilled, And only happy girls are sane, And all those happy boys are thrilled, That all the happy girls are the same. But something that the happy girls don't know, Is happy boys put on a great show, And they say nice words and drown you in couture, To keep the happy girls from being sure. Give me a real destroyed unhappy boy, And I can be his fucked up dismal girl, And we will know the truth and we'll be free, Because unlike happiness, despair can see.

Happy Birthday To Me Right now your head's in a bad place, Right now you put on a brave face, But today when the clock strikes quarter past four, You will turn 19 as your tears hit the floor, And i just want to tell you, That you really are awesome, That your personality entices many, And you have a pretty face, And an able body, And a beautiful twisted poetic mind, With logic and reason in small doses, And dreams of a better day, Are still in there somewhere. And your family loves you, you have to understand. And if noone else does, well then that their loss, And honey I am sorry, That i make you cry all day, And toss and turn all night, And I make you hopeless, and make you want to end your #life, Because even if you end up alone and old and useless, To everyone thats ever known you, You will be the mysterious girl who listened. But happy birthday to me, And as you age my dear, Hopefully it gets better, And you have no more to fear. Xxxx

Mother. If my mother knew my thoughts Her heart would break. I can see her at my bedside, Fingers tracing her mistake. And Mother I am sorry That I make you sick with worry, That I do things that hurt you, More than I ever meant them too. Please try to understand that I Am desperate and so distressed, And I know you left your #life for me, But now your baby is depressed. And i think these awful things Mama, Like how I wish you had said no, Like how I wish you lived your #life Mama, And you should've let me go. And I love you almost too much, To ever cut or jump or try, For if I even tried it, I know that you would die. And you smile and say It'll be alright, When we both know I'm a mess, And I love you, I swear to God I do, But all I feel is emptiness. They all say I am like you, And i hope to God thats not true, Because it breaks my heart To think That you thought these things too.