Bad News. How can I be expected to smile, When every news is bad? How can you expect me to be happy, When all this news is sad. How can I try to be positive When all I hear is not , How can I get rid of all this bad I just want it to stop.

Little Angel #idedicatethistomypoorlycousin. #getwellsoonprincess Don't cry little angel, I'll pray for you everyday, You are in the best of hands I hope you'll be okay. Don't be scared little angel They'll get rid of all your pain, They'll get rid of all the nasty stuff And kill that tumour on your brain. Don't feel alone little angel We are all right here by your side, You're a fighter and a strong one You're going to be alright. Be brave little angel Get your hopes up high, For it'll all be gone soon and you'll be better And no longer have to cry.

Bored To Death I am literally drained from doing this dissertation. I love writing but not about this. Why do I even want to be a teacher?! Yawn. Someone cheer me up. #uniblues #poorme #whinebaby .

Escape. You told me that I needed you, that I wouldn't cope without. You promised me I'd be okay as long as you were around. Controlling and obsessive, you never left my side. This wasn't the kind of relationship, I had had in mind. You never let me breathe, you never left me alone. If I wasn't by your side, you were constantly calling my phone. You worried I was cheating, you always got so mad. If I came home late at night you'd assume I'd done something bad. You said that you did trust me, yet you'd always check my phone, I never had anything to hide from you I loved you and you alone. Then things got a bit crazy, you started to act really strange Small things made you angry and I'd always get the blame. Our relationship wasn't healthy I needed to get out, I was genuinely scared of you and that's not what loves about. I felt like I was escaping, but I was just saying goodbye, This wasn't what I wanted, I didn't want this kind of #life. You told me that I couldn't go that I was only your own, You didn't understand the pain you'd caused you just didn't know. Finally it was over you didn't get to have a say, You didn't even have a choice you were forced to stay away. I loved you awful amounts but from you it was just too intense, Everything was so perfect, then your actions just made no sense.

I'm Back! It's been 13 months since I last posted and now I've returned.