We move in herds Only to emerge As creatures that serve Is this 1984? Is there free thought anymore? Cultures under influence Of grandeur and opulence Chasing a dream That isn't quite what it seems Of fallacy and sin A game no one can win

Suck my dick Or duck my sick Whichever you prefer I suppose it depends if you're a him or a her If you like cock You can suck mine It's my chinese astrological sign I'm also a libra With a half shaved beaver You like anal? Nah me either I'm sexually greedy But not emotionally needy I like a bit of both Two genders to please me Do you like weird shit? I can handle it Here's my number Call me in a bit

You don't like me I used to like you Keep your eyes peeled I've read sun tzu If war is artistic Your portrait is bloody On the wall in my room With every other muse Is your face that I study I used it Abused it For months in my bed Now I want to destroy Not just the thoughts in my head I'll see you around Somewhere, somehow I won't move on til you're in the ground I've never been so consumed I don't know what I expected A feeling ensued Completely rejected I understood now I don't I left it there now I won't I know where I went wrong But now it's gone

I feel like shit because I sleep too much, and get stoned everyday to numb my feelings. I think what I'm trying to hide is boredom at the moment. I'm bored because I don't do anything productive nowadays. I'm behind on my coursework, I can't make a decision on what to do for my FMP at college. Really I should just stay in but everyday I wake up and I think hmm five minutes... And then wake up again five hours later. I feel like I'm completely wasting my time on earth. I wanna make music, I wanna be famous and be a role model but instead I just lay in my bed and imagine it. Almost like I'm dreaming away my dreams. What inspired me was Avril lavigne when I was ten. I admired her so much. Nowadays it's Hayley Williams, I love her songwriting and she is such a delightful person . Also I am quite fond of marina diamandis. I like her because I can relate to her lyrics a lot. And she's a libra! Woo! But I feel as though there would be no point being a musician because she has claimed my niche market and unique selling point. But I guess I'm unique too... Just like everybody else. I feel immature and naive. I know I have delusions of grandure but ... I want to be someone worthwhile and right now I dont feel that at all.