I Hear His Name I hear his name And I stand at attention I become alert I am happy And not only does my heart skip a few beats But i hear it beat in my ears and i think Thats my guy... Im lying to myself tho Insane huh....aren't we all With him i am indecisive I am a nervous wreck I hate it I feel vulnerable I feel weak and i cannot protect myself from this feeling There are sweet moments When he makes me laugh or smile And my world is for only a few seconds At peace And then theres the times when i know in my heart He isn't the one for me I don't do anything for him No skipped heartbeats And no nervousness It crushes me We are hardly friends And all i can do is accept it I hear this guys name And it's powerful He is powerful In wit In strength i stand at attention Because i want his attention And ill do anything for it But he dismisses me And his rejection is striking Its a jab in the jaw But i feel it in my chest And then i think whats wrong with me Is it the way i dress Is it this vessel i am one with My home? I hear his name And i know of my imperfections I hear his name What's in a name Love

Nile--The River Boy There is a boy His name reminiscent of a river His pride strong and flowing like the waters that flood its banks His wit as willful as it's boastful current And his smile as tempting as the freshness that radiates from that flowing river And he is the object of my desires He taunts and teases me unknowingly My thirst building and my throat dry Im tortured by the wrath of temptation It beats down on me like the sweltering hatred of a summer sun I seek shelter in the arms of another My efforts are in vain Noone will quench my thirst as he does Noone will dull my flame so effortlessly A tender heart fules his smile then sends sweet kisses of joy to my heart I long for his genuine affection and recive nothing I wait for his accepting glance and recive nothing I will wait untill he advances A discouraging assurance warns he will not For It's only a fantasy Only a dream of that radiating river Only a dream of love....

Fathers Day #poem We are distant Yet close And although you are one of the few I choose to love the most You don’t know every detail of my #life And I love that about you You see me as I wish I could see myself I am and always will forever be your baby girl It brings tears to my eyes to know that that unconditional love will always rain down on me And shower me Making me feel warmth and love that I know will last for years to come No one could ever fill the place in my heart reserved for you You are the only man I will always truly love You not only created me but in your arms I was cradled Surrounded by affection and profoundly tender moments That I will treasure for as long as I live You were one of the first of my many blessing in #life I will love and treasure you forever Happy Fathers Day Daddy