Broken Heart Take a knife and cut me up If you hate me you won't stop. Make me feel the pain within, As you're slitting through my skin. Makes me weaker as I bleed, For your mercy make me plead. Hear me screaming in the dark, As you leave your painful mark. Blood is running down my face, As my beauty you erase. Trying to cut threw every vein, On your shirt your leaving stains. I wish you knew I didn't care, If you hurt me everywhere. You can slit my skin apart, but you can't cut threw my broken heart...

What Should I Do In this war state of mind; in my heart, I struggle with the questions; with the thoughts, What should I do now?; Now that your gone, What should I say; now that I can't say your mine, All I can do now; is turn to your love, And ask you those questions, Should I stand here in quiet?; or should I stand up and shout your name, Or should I go and whispering your name, Oh what should I do?, Every-night...I battle this war; I feel like I'm losing now, But with you I have a fighting chance, I sing...I praise... I tell people your name, And what you have done, So what should I do now?, Ohh...should I stand here in quite?, Or should I stand up and scream your name!, Oh what should I do?, Oh what should I say?, I don't know now, But with you on my mind, I may know...what to do now, Whispering your name, Wins the battles every time, Hearing your sweet name, And your love helps me through these days, When I cry, I'm in pain, So when I'm crying, And when I'm in pain, Tell me what to do, And what to say oh dear lord.

I Love You -I only hope to see your face again, wishing that the light would just let me in. -I can't stand the fact that your gone, not being able to see your face for long. -You've helped me through all the hard times, even when I committed those crimes. -It's a lot quieter out here without you in our lives, some part of me new you wouldn't survive. -I miss you like crazy and think of you a lot, I guess you could say I'm a little distraught. -I wish they could of saved your #life even though it wasn't possible, I just wish I could be with you but that's physically impossible. -I know somehow your still here, and I hope that your presence is very near. -I promise I'll see you one day, but for right now "I love you" is all I can say. - I love you mom and always will, I'll sit at the highest peak and call it my favorite hill!

Pain -I lay here in bed looking at my wrist, I see vains. It's not bad, not worse than me being in pain. - I wish I could get better by the days, But instead I have to go to the doctor to get x-rays. - im pretty sure I can avoid the needles in the skin, If I don't, I'd commit a sin. - I'm not a bad person, I can be really sweet, But not if you hurt me, you'll be laying in the street. - I don't like being messed with, and it's happens all all the time, I don't know why, but some people like to commit crime -its a bad habit to get into, but it's whatever they put on their menu!

I Found You Breaking hearts is what you do best, ill leave the other girls to figure out the rest! You tore me apart and threw me away, but I gotta keep going on though the day! I think of you almost every day, seeing you and not knowing what to say! Thoughtless and hopeless looking for you, still not knowing what the fuck to do! Thoughts and visions getting worse, I need someone or something to break this curse! Now that I found you, and all hope is back, I have to find some way to keep my #life on track!