Exams I know, I know! I really know I should start revision. I should be sat at a table, books, papers, pens lead in front of me, ready for my exams in less than three weeks... So why, am I sat here, on my phone, doing nothing?

Feeling Sorry For Myself Tonight I'm feeling sorry for myself, I just want a boy to be bothered about me. A decent boy, someone who actually finds me "beautiful" someone who wants to spend time with me... I'm sick of feeling lonely, I just want to feel loved off a boy, so many of my friends are in relationships that it gets to me all the time, I don't wanna feel like this

Chapter 1 In that moment she knew that she'd been fooled, she bit her lip and squeezed her eyes together to try to trap the tears that were about to flood out like a downpour of rain. This was real. She didn't even know, until this very moment... that when your heart was broken, it did actually hurt. It's twists in your chest and drops, so that you feel so weak and vulnerable. She had trusted him with this heart, she trusted him to take care of it and protect it, but he hadn't he'd crushed it so much that she was hysterical in heartache... She felt like she didn't even know who he was anymore... This man that she had met queuing up for a milkshake, the one who took a second glance at her. The second glance that confirmed to him, that this girl wasn't just an anybody, she stuck out. She had this nose, this cute little nose and this beautiful long auburn hair, he so badly wanted to tuck behind her ear and whisper "I love you." How could he have known her for under a minute and being having these thoughts? ... At least that was what she believed he thought when they had met in that milkshake bar, thats what he'd told her. It was probably just a lie now, all the memories were lies, they just didn't mean anything anymore, after what he had done, nothing mattered. The question that was racing through her mind Why d id he do this!?

A Boy I Like Why do I like him still? I know he has a girlfriend and I know he doesn't like me anymore and I know he's out of my league and I know he wouldn't consider me and I know he can get much more attractive girls than me, so why do I bother even liking him?