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Was It Wrong? Was it wrong to think that everything you said was real? Was it wrong to believe you when you said that you loved me and the others that claimed to must not have because they didn't treat me right..? Was it wrong of me to think that we'd end up together till the end? And now that its over, is it wrong for me to think about you all the time? Is it wrong , that someone else is slowly creeping into my mind, but you're still tattooed there? Is it wrong how confused I am?

You I actually hate myself for being unable to rid my mind of you. I hate that after everything we had and went through and talked about, you did exactly what everyone else has done to me. You told me it wouldn't be the same as before, it was just a break. No . It's infinite. And that tears me up inside. I can't handle how much losing you has hurt me. We don't talk, so I don't know if you feel anything, I don't know how you are, if things have changed for you, if your #life is better without me. I can only wonder. And it's souls ripping. I miss you. I miss being yours , and you being mine. I miss the future we planned. I miss the late night sweet talks. I miss the I love you's. I miss the summer nights under the stars by the campfire, and the kisses, cuddles, hugs. I miss looking into your eyes and feeling right. Comfortable. Like you were the one. It is unfathomable how much I miss being in your arms, hearing your voice, having you there for me. It hurts. Because now I'm alone. And clueless. Lost. Crying myself to sleep and crying in the morning. I want you off my mind. :s it hurts to remember you.

Cold. Still. Gone. And the dark abyss was the only thing that comforted her.

Shattered Tears; Leave A Mark Shattered tears, Thoughtful fears, Words unsaid, A past re-read, Lost loves, And white doves, The world's scarred; Snakes, stones, Broken bones, Words hurt, Leave a mark,