Death ________ Nothing happened.... Just the thought of it gives me many many feelings and emotions

Xtreme Shit My #life is literarily in a toilet drain. My school year sucks, My friends are ignoring me, I have no boyfriend (well, I never had one so nothing big there) My parents aren't really in my #life that much anymore. I mean, I still live with them but no conversations between us. My siblings are turds. Not really important. I stay up all night Drinking Water (still underage for some beer, you see) I watch popcorn And see movies Ugh, shit Is all I can say At the moment.

This Is Goodbye "I guess this is goodbye. I will love you forever." He says to me and kisses me on the cheek. How could he? I thought he said he will stay with me forever. He said he can't bear to leave my side for a second. He leaves me heartbroken. He leaves with all my love and secrets. He leaves this broken angel. He leaves this sinning devil. He leaves me. [how is the story thing so far? Please comment?]

Back Here? Okah, I am devil's angel and I am "officially" back... I have been trying to do stuff with my writing and.... Yeah.

#voiceofanangel #voiceofanangel Dear #life, I officially have given up. You won. You won. I finally fell and lost. To prove that I lost, I am going to die. The devil inside me has won. This is my last letter to you. THATS WHAT YOU WOULD THINK. Just because I fall doesn't mean I will stay down. The angel is still in me. I will prove #life wrong. I won't die. This is my last letter, as a loser. Now, I am a different person. I am an angel. As an angel, I am going to say. Let the battle begin. Signed, The Angel