Goodbye Opuss Well this will be my last entry before I erase Opuss. I'm sorry for doing this, it's just time to go for me. #life is hectic and I can't give it my attention. I'm sorry to all my followers. You are all brilliant writer. I will start a new account when I'm ready, until then. Goodbye

This Burden When I look at you, I miss your voice, Your simple yet powerful words, Your brilliance in everything you try, I miss your emerald eyes, For how they were as deep and vast as a forest, Your soft laugh tickling my joy, Your smile that would put the sun to shame, I miss your smart and wise remarks, How sarcastic and perfect your personality was, Your movements, I miss you always being there, I miss you being there when I was hurt or sad, For always trying to seek answers to why I was pained, For filling my #life with happiness and love, For being the one I could turn to, I mis-treated your kindness, I abused your love, I lied to the one I loved, And now I have to live with out you, I have to live with that burden for the rest if my #life...

Last Thought A low settle rise, To a hard empty fall, The line is being cut, There's no one else to call, The pills are in my hand, The ones that take away the pain, I think I've grabbed to many, Though there's nothing more to gain, The small glass of water, To guide them down my throat, A last sent message, To support my dying hope, The walls seem to scream, My mistakes and evil memories, Take me by the arms, Throw me out into the sea, Let my head sink, Just like it seems to now, Let my vision falter, I've forgotten the meaning anyhow, Let my breath hitch, Let my body stutter, As the cold sinking ice, Sends a dying shudder, Let my soul fade, From this darkened room, Let the pieces of rubbish, Be swept by a broom, By tomorrow, I'll be ice cold, But my last thought tonight, Is suicide isn't bold.

Tomorrow... I knew it would happen, I knew it wouldn't stay away, I know that the time is quickening, To the frightful day... Your eyes will meet mine, That very simple spark, Whether it's your smile or your laugh, Or even a sly remark, My body will tense, Just at the sight of you, All of the pain and memories, The suffering I was put through, Your laugh will remind me, Our very first kiss, The fights and harsh words, But as well as the moments of bliss, Your smile with hurt me, My heart will begin to ache, Because I know when I leave, Your the one thing I can't take, I can't hold your hand, Or run my hand through your hair, I can't tickle your neck, Or tell you how much I wished you were there, I can't fall asleep in your arms, I can't even recall the time, When we were truly happy, And when you were truly mine, Tomorrow is the day, I have to face up to you, But I know I can't hold it in, All these emotions that I grew, But when our eyes do meet, And you give me a gentle smile, I know my love will rekindle, And I will then walk another mile.

Done Sore and tired, Tired and sore, My actions are draining, My #life is a bore, My limbs are cracking, My body shutting down, I can't take the pressure, My lips don't make a sound, My focus is lost, My determination gone, Everything is slipping, Going so very wrong, My eyes are shutting, With such great ease, I can't do this anymore, For people I can not please.