Head over heels. So many things to do, Yet such little time, I cant even think straight, Cause I'm wishing you were mine. I'm too caught up, In my little fantasy, That maybe one day, You'll notice the real me. My friends all hate it, When I say your name, Truth is, you're the only thing, That really keeps me sane. I know that it sounds dumb, Because you're unaware, That in my opinion, You're the most beautiful one out there. I know i'm falling, And i'm going to crash too hard, I'll land head over heels, To your disregard. I'm just a hopeless girl, Who's in love with a boy, I'm letting you get to me, But love is something to enjoy.

Change Nobody understands, Nobody gets me, I've changed an awful lot, But no one seems to see. I'm told to be an adult, Yet i'm treated like i'm five, Expectations make me stress, And i'm expected to survive. You make it so damn hard, Just to be myself, You think you can use me, Then place me back on a shelf, I wont be here forever, For when you fall apart, I have my own #life to live, And will soon need to start, I've changed for the better, I know where I fit in, My only problem now, Is where do I begin, I need to start the journey, To the place where I belong, I know that i'll fit in there, Maybe i've known it all along.

First kiss. ❤ When I get my first kiss, I'd like it to be enchanting, For out of all the things in the entire world, A kiss is so outstanding. If it were flawless and alluring, My dreams would have come true, But the most important thing, Is that it is with you.

Stablised My heart is saying go, My head is saying no, My conscience isn't helping, My mind is wandering so. The thing is that I like you, Too much for my heart to bear, But the little beats it makes, Are wishing you were there. Hold my hand and help me, Wipe my tears away, Is that too much to ask? If so, please dont stay. I need an anchor, To help keep me grounded, The water will be the people, By which, I am surrounded. If that could be you, Then come and tell me now, I need some stability, Promise me, with a vow.

Cutting You can turn off the lights, You can climb into your bed, But you cant turn off your mind, The thoughts running through your head. You toss and turn, And can't sleep at night, You look okay, But you've got a fright. The nightmares they run, right through your blood, Tickling your nerves, As stubborn as mud. The thoughts, they drain you, But dont make you tired, They only leave you wondering, Why your not inspired. This #life, you hate it, Theres no motivation, You reach for the blade, With no hesitation. "Please dont do it, It'll only make it worse," But you want it all to end, So you act so perverse.