Sad #poems Seeing that you were gone within a second passed the ticking clock Made me realize I had nothing and my heart could just drop I read poetry and lines of words to help me realign my world Then my #life came back together again I told myself I'll never read these sad #poems, never ever again, Even if because of you someday, they soon become relevant

An Old #poem I Wrote At __ years old I learned how to make love They say when it happens you will know, and ache for that kind of love This feelings I feel I must finally show For you have taught me more than I hoped When a man shakes you know it's he's using his every fiber He's doing this to please even within the fire You don't feel fear, for this love won't backfire You'll look in his eyes and simply admire There is no danger, and you'll know this intense sensation won't expire Whatever he says, you feel he's not a liar His passion, you will learn to acquire I tell him cry if you need to, My arms are open for you I'll hold you through And as I let you inside me I don't care if anybody wants to disagree I feel no pain Because you free my brain From me wanting to abstain I feel no shame I let go and you untie me from these chains So stroke as you please, this ocean is safe I'll feel no pain as you're deep enough to dive in my veins I tell my body "it's okay" And when you're done I think "I'm still you're queen, you're my king" and nobody will invade our reigns

For You They say this love is blasphemy but you are my new religion. You came into my #life because Cupid shot my heart with an arrow and precision. Hold me tight and don't let me go, You are my Heaven so let me enter through your door. I know times get rough, Yeah it's tough Because with a personality like yours and mine, sometimes we feel like we've had enough. They say when two people meet, it's like chemicals, they both change their nature. The thing is, I don't want this mixture to be a complete failure. We have chemistry like we're taking science class, Even when I bully you, and feel like throwing you in the trash! When all is said and done though, you take care of what belongs to you. All my mishaps, and issues, isn't a problem to resolve for you. You say you're good at math, so you can add up that we are headed towards the right path. But hey I'm good at reading, And in between this lines I see our love is in the leading. No matter what it takes, I'm still right by your side. After all, I am your queen right? So this is where my throne shall reside.

All About You I like your presence It's a present You're heaven sent Though through these facts, I'm still lost, I don't know where my heart went I like when were talking Everything you say is so relevant I want you, I need you, I can't fuck with any one else, my heart is celibate Think of what we had before, I ask you please to remember it Now they say if it's meant to be will be I can't waste time though I can't have go on thinking "Oh whatever, we'll see" Cause this shit doesn't feel right I can't have you, and you're still out of sight I think about you all day, Needless to say I got to stop stating the obvious I got to stop thinking like this I'm crazy about you though that's one thing that won't change Even when I start acting strange You're like blood to me, I need you for these veins You shot my heart with a perfect arrow, Shining and bronze, pointing so narrow You think I'll pull it out of out me, I won't though I start thinking about my future Wait, lemme change that I mean our future Then I think about the past, like "Damn, I wish I knew more" Keep in your mind, I forgive everything I say all this because in the long run, with you, I only expect happy things I still have your words sealed around my heart, like a circle, like a wedding ring Now if you ponder about how I choose to fully push you away Please don't feel like a stray You're an angel, so kneel down and pray, Keep in mind, you need to get those things out of your mind, because baby, everything will be OKAY

Poetic Justice One of the worst days of my #life occurred yesterday Got me feeling like a mess today I'm on some "I don't want to be home shit" Like "fuck this, fuck that, you need to leave me alone shit" When your not home I feel stress free But when you're near me you take away my ease You're losing your mind lately, Got me feeling like saying "Lady is YOU crazy?!" You constantly make your self look bad And after what you did today I know you were never my comrade I thought you were better this But now you resolve problems by clenching your fists Constantly yelling, screaming, disrespecting Upon me, your anger is reflecting Wait... Now, I feel like fuck what I said about that "I don't want to be home shit" It's more like "Stay away from me woman, before I flip shit" Lady, you say you'll do anything in your power for my #life to function how you want I feel like going up to your face and saying "Haha! NOT!" I understand your old fashion But letting you make my grown ass decisions isn't going to happen Need I remind you, someone already said "If you keep her in the bubble long enough she's going to turn bad, real bad!" Losing your friendship won't be hard because you can't lose something you never had There's no solution to this dissolution Fuck you and your thoughts, most importantly, your shitty conclusion I'm looking for some justice Cause you already know when you're around, you know that presence? Yeah I can't trust this. We had some good times I won't lie, But all that shit, I just want to rewind I know you love me, But let me be I have a #life to live, I want to make my mistakes Going against you is a risk I'm willing to take So go and try and destroy him or me Cause having me in you're #life is something you won't always see When you start think rational I'll say, "This was some worthwhile shit" But for now, I'm on that "I gotta be a lonely child leaving and shit"