Why am I so sad? Everyone is disappointed because of me. Do I even care? Yes, I care too much... Just tell me why, please.

Sometimes it hurts so much that the only thing left to do is pretend that everything is okay and smile. Meanwhile your pain grows up more and more. One day you'll explode, then no one will be able to help you. Please, ask for some help. This is what your friends should do, be there for you when you need them. But magically, when you look for someone who can help you, everyone is too busy. When others need you, you can always find some time for them. Could this even be called friendship? *depressed mode: ON*

When you start asking yourself whether something is right or not, it means that deeply inside you already know the answer. You just don't want to admit you're wrong. You're just trying to take time, to procrastinate the moment when you'll be judged.

Sometimes silence already is an answer, the answer.

Regrets Sometimes friends ask me "do you ever regret anything?". I say "Yes." I do regret doing and not doing some things, but the truth is that there's no time to waste anymore. "You only live once", don't you? Well, this is what I'm gonna do: live my #life as better as I can, spend time as better as possible. Then I'll be proud to answer "No, not at all". *loading*