I myself am my own worst enemy.

Insanity Is Key Prying, calling you to embrace it Everyone has it somewhere, some stronger then others. It calls you when you least expect it Saying it'll free you from everything Whispering it will protect you from yourself! Your greatest enemy... Your mind is your own personal destruction button. It can destroy you in seconds. Yet the voice whispers sweet lies false security. This is insanity and I have it. Madness is everything

In A Little Black Box In a little black box I keep everything precious to me. People can't see it but it's there carefully hidden in plain sight right in my heart, away from danger under lock and key, I long ago threw away. In a little black box pieces of my shattered heart reside. Shielded from an emotion. This little black box is like a prison cell mending the broken, so that one day when it's finally free it may have a second chance and become me. But that fairy tale is a wish because in this little black box under lock and key lays my broken heart with its sorrowful tune, played to no one but the box for it is my guardian...

This Isn't Anything Special Just Me Trying To Sort Out My Feelings Hahhaa My Heart is in a bind Two sides Who to decide My best friend the boy she likes I'm in the middle But I can't do it because I think I'm falling too And I don't know what to do I can't hurt her so I hide my heart And it is loss Because it was the cost

My Granddad Today I found out my Granddads dead My mums lying in bed Beating herself up Over and over saying he must of been lonely He's been dead for some time Only discovered now A profound alcoholic but Natural causes they claim Why didn't they look after him the same Even if we were on bad terms I cried tears to fill a river Because never before had my mum broke under the pressure this shock it's a disaster He's to far gone to even see They only found a number and it lead to me. My Granddads dead and he was so close I don't even remember him that well But still he's my granddad and my mums trying to be strong I only remember a small bond I want to be there for her and burden her shame for we didn't even get to say Goodbye