Every time I think that I'm getting closer, these tears dry me out and once again I lose 'Cause these lips are missing you, if these lips ain't kissing you these eyes put up a fight but once again these tears always win.

I get lost under these lights, I get lost in the words I say, start believing my own lies like everything will be okay. I still dream of a simple #life boy meets girl makes her his wife but love don't exist when you live like this that much I know, yes I know.

I have to remind myself that some birds aren't meant to be caged. Their feathers are just too bright. And when they fly away, the part of you that knows it was a sin to lock them up Does rejoice. Still, the place you live in is that much more drab and empty that they're gone. I guess I just miss my friend...