Ldr Long distance relationships are the hardest thing in the world. If I had to chose I wouldn't be in one. You long for the day you're going to be able to just touch the person you love. Sometimes you cry yourself to sleep just because you miss them soo much and wish more than anything that they were there right beside you. The tears will only last temporary but what I have with my boyfriend will last for eternity. By, Malinka Voytechek

I Just Don't Know I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I do not know what to do. This is so hard. I don't want to let go. I hate this. I hate myself.

Hard. This is not going to be easy. It is actually going to hurt a lot. But it is for your and my own good. Maybe this is the way it should be. Distance is hard and we had it down pack. But once family gets in the picture. There is no turning back.

You I can't help it if I'm in love. I can't help it if I love you more than ever. You build me up when I'm down. You know exactly what to say to me. You make me laugh. You make me smile. You are my world and nothing less. You have my heart and I have yours. If this isn't love than I don't know what the hell is.

Family Seeing everyone cry hurts. It hurts when you're not crying when you think you should. It hurts seeing everyone so hurt. I don't cry not because I'm not sad but because I need to stay strong. Strong through the weak times. Strong so I can help. Strong so I can be the shoulder to lean on. But really I go to bed and cry. I go to bed hearing my family cry. It's just so hard. I know we can get through this. We are strong. Stronger together. With each other. We will make it through. Family's fight through together.