walking along the streets it deemed but another ordinary day i never expected to see you again it'd been three years my eyes scanned the vicinity then you caught my eye you've never changed not a bit perhaps a little taller a little happier your hair still ruffled and tousled in the same perfect way i remembered your ears your nose your lips all your features so distinct but what caught me were your eyes black with a tint of grey they brought me back to those wonderous times then to the goodbyes and the hug you promised but never gave i saw you flash me a smile the same kind of smile you gave me three years ago i saw your eyes narrow in confusion when i didnt return it oh but if i did i'd find myself falling in love with the same pair of eyes i fell in love with three years ago

outside it was raining and thunder rolled across the dark sky just as a bolt of lightning flashed in came your text "are you alright ?" i smiled god bless you remembered i hated rainy days "no im not" i replied new text "i'll be right over" "lies" i whispered thinking you wouldnt new text "im here, open up" i opened the door and you stood there drenched with a wide smile on your face "hey you" i greeted as you proceeded to kiss me on my cheek then you sat me down with a good book and hot chocolate topped with marshmallows just how i liked it as i drank from the mug you snuggled closer and i did so too it felt so right yet we knew it was wrong for we were far from together the love between us long gone but i couldnt help to think that there was still a spark i leaned in to you your breath smelt like peppermint my eyes closed i moved closer as you jerked away i felt my eyes flutter open "im sorry, i shouldnt have done that" i apologise cursing at my stupidity you force a smile "its fine, i should be going" you left me with a good book and regret all over again for a moment there we had something but then it was all gone for we were over and that was just a moment of folly

dont forget they ask me if i regret meeting you but i just smile and shake my head those wonderful memories and times spent together i never will regret of course there were many lessons learnt and tears that were shed but all in all we had a great time one that i wont ever forget they told you i had moved on and maybe it was just me but i sensed a tinge of jealousy it brought me back to the months we spent staying up late to talk on the phone our interlocked hands endless smiles at each other and sometimes i wonder what happened to your "forever" ? perhaps you got tired of me like i told you you would from the start maybe i never thought it was possible for you to leave just like this i guess i took you for granted you said you'd stay by my side so who am i to blame you when you decided you had enough ? probably we were too young or we both knew it was a mistake but we loved unconditionally however we knew it had to end. i admit i got lost for awhile i just couldnt forget the way you shut me out of your #life leaving me to find my way alone i admit i didnt make much effort to steal your heart back so now what right do i have to want you here with me again i admit i didnt love you as much i admit i didnt try i admit i didnt deserve your love learnt to be glad i had the chance the loved we once shared i'll never regret the memories we had i'll never forget im glad i met you to have a chance to be yours and you deserve someone much better than me so here i bid farewell we'll go seperate ways but promise me you wont forget either not me not the memories but the love we had

永別 「不要離開好嗎？」 「一切都結束了」 眼淚奪眶而出。 「別走，一起面對」 「太遲了」 沈默。 「回家吧」 拉住我的手，別放開。 陪我走過最後一次。 永別了。

愛 「真的要走嗎？」 「嗯」 望著海浪沖上沙灘，嘆氣。 「那我怎麼辦？」 無情。 「各走個的」 離開。 望著海浪，眼淚直流，想念你，是那麼的痛苦。 也許這就是，愛。