The First So. Today I have decided to write a thing. What kind of thing? I hear you ask. And I reply, a very good thing. A thing in which I will record my crazy thoughts and feelings to try and make sense of it all. It is raining a lot lately. The rain can be, as well put by Forrest Gump, fat rain, little rain, and many different types of rain. Every 1 billionth particle of rain is dinosaur pee. So, effectively, if you drink 1 billion litres of water, you are drinking a litre of dinosaur pee. Fun fun fun. I was just listening to the news and it says that tomorrow it will be 5 years since Madeleine McCan went missing. I feel so sorry for the McCans I cannot bare to think what they are going through. A lil fact about me is that I hate not having closure. I need it. Like when I am watching a tv programme, like pretty little liars, for instance, I hate the cliff-hanger endings. I need to find out the answers straight away. That is why I love programmes like DCI Banks and Unforgettable. A mystery per episode. Susie likey. I am in the midst of writing a book called 'Since You Have Been Away', about a teenage girl suffering from schizofrinia. Sometimes I think the whole world might just be some bodies imagination - like a dream, and one day I will wake up and be in a parallel universe. Well, this is all getting too deep for me to be comfortable, and Waterloo road is on. So good morning xx