Out Of Control I am depressed beyond belief I feel alone in this dark hole Im spiral out of control There is no way to stop Nothing seems to help There is nothing i can do Make it stop Make it go away You are the only person who can even help a little Why am i pushing you away? Please dont leave me alone to myself I dont know what i will do

Not Fair A knife to my gut Why are things going so wrong? Can this really be? How could it get worse? Now its more than just mental pain Why did this happen? You took advantage And now im paying for it It is just not fair

Puzzle Piece Its been so long since i felt whole What would i do without you You understand You promised to stay by my side Ive felt chained down to my past Ive felt like i could never leave it behind But when im with you It all goes away I feel normal You are the last puzzle piece Its been such a struggle But now a master piece can show There is beauty to be seen

You Anger in my heart Im taking out on you What is wrong with me?! You dont deserve it Only you make me happy Please dont leave my side I think i love you I wish i could tell you this I just dont know how

Sinking I cant stand to be alone. When im with him or at least texting him im fine..but as soon as im left alone to let my mind just go, i start to sink so fast. I cant breathe, im drowning! I need him to save me. But is it too late? I feel unsaveable. Im told the only way to heal is to talk to someone, and to save my relationship i have to tell him what happened. But how can i tell someone that sees me as some beautiful person that im really a dark depressed girl..? How do you tell someone the things that happened to you when the words alone are so ugly i cant say them aloud to myself?