i'm so afraid to let people be trusted to let them in to drop down my guard to let them win because everyone who enters and promises to stay always ends up leaving just walking away i'm tired of betrayal i'm tired of mistrust these days, nobody is real they're a facade; a bust no more fooling around and ending up broken for i am too fragile and now i shall not be woken.

if people only knew what i am really like they would be terrified of my dark inside

Don't Mind Me. I am afraid. I'm worthless. I'm a screwed up mess. I have so much to lose, and it's all slowly slipping out of my fingertips. It terrifies me. I don't know what to do anymore. It's only a matter of time until the one I fear losing the most discovers the mess I really am... I'm scared to know what they will think. I didn't make this Opuss for poetry. This is where I can anonymously vent. If you're cool with that, then good for you. If you aren't, then just don't pay any attention to me. I don't care if anyone reads this or not. I just need to release everything for once.