The Nerd The nerd. A wild untamed mess, her hair She's the girl who doesn't care She has no feeling you say, but she does Different from the girl she once was Lively Cute Witty Smiles But since, she's traveled a thousand miles Now she's the smart one, a laughable geek Unimportant. An unpopular freak. Glasses Braces Acne Spots Pimples chilly goosebump dots Books clutched tightly, ankle pants above Not pretty enough, not worth any love She doesn't care, but yet she she does Different from the girl she once was. Now up against the wall she'll lurk She watches, knows how people work Everyone should know, but she's a person too She cares, and she's been feeling blue Wishes she was regarded differently too Get out the knife, put it back Not yet, not worth it, won't sink down to that You should be nice to the nerd, she cares She has feelings too. Not any different from me and you Wanting Wishing She was accepted Crying Sighing Forever affected Don't worry, this will all change in ten long years When she's the CEO Of her former peers ------ First #poem. Yes it's really bad, this is what I just felt like publishing.

Do Other People... Do other people plan out entire conversations in their head with other people? Do other people think about everyone else and obsess over why they think of you? Are other people so insecure that they choose to stay quiet, say nothing at all, of fear in what their peers will think? Do other people wish they could be friends with someone, but are too shy to do much about it? Do other people over analyze where they stand? Because I don't want to feel like the only one.

Current Thoughts The little things in #life are often the best. They are bizarre, spontaneous, completely unexpected. My name. Sometimes you wish you can control everything. If only people listened to you, did what you wanted, everything would be easier. At least sometimes. It's odd, how #life works. How the littlest things can seem like a crisis and the largest things are easier to ignore. It's odd how people work. How they think. How different we all function. How we wish we could say certain things without consequence. #life would be easier if we all didn't care. If we just learned to go with the flow and enjoy the bizarre, spontaneous, completely unexpected little things.