My Angel From God Do you ever feel like you aren't getting heard? That everything you say goes in one ear and out the other? Or even if your parents get angry for no Reason? Well that's my #life, my mother is pro 2nd child anything she wants she gets me and my brother are the two youngest and we get left to the side, I don't think my brother minds but I do I ask my mum for advice.... Nothing, no reply. I can't go to my brother he's guy he'll never understand same as my dad the only women in my #life is my mum and two sisters but my angel from god is my godmother. Going through puberty is hard for a young girl and you expect your mum to tell you all about it as well as the 'birds and the bees' but no my mum didn't. Since a young age my mum as I say it 'parmed' me off to my godmother who lives across the road. A best friend as well as a god parent to me, we did everything together she learnt me how to cook, bake, skip, roller skate etc. she even helped on the education side she bought me learning books to learn outside of school as we found I was a slow learner. I grew up learning from her but living with a different family I have always felt like I have two families I go on holiday with both I get on great with my god mothers family who is her husband and two children both now grown up with a child each who we visit alot. Me and my mum argue a lot we don't agree on much which many parents and child does am I right? But we don't have conversations. Once I went thought a #depression stage as my arm kept holding me back from making friends and me wanting a relationship, this was the first time my mum decided to comfort me and as horrible as it seems all I wanted was my god mother. She know my secrets my crushes my embarrassments everything an I know hers. Yes now I've got older we have became more distant but I see her every night for a catch up on the day and a good laugh If I lost her I'd be lost myself love her lots xxx
