you should know, that the lines etched upon her wrist weren't intentional, but were impulsive you should know that she couldn't stop herself this time she watched the blood appear and re-appear she didn't know what she was doing to herself she felt secure in this state of mind though as if this were the only choice left it really wasn't now she looks at the scars aka the living proof with regret they look so ugly on her arm, and don't match at all she's stupid she tried to destroy herself the impact itself the monster inside her the monster is her her own worst enemy her own worst critic no pain was possessed she swallowed her tears and slapped on a smile because nobody wants to see you frown

some days, he'll hug me tightly and call me baby. some days, he'll call me a bitch and won't be afraid to slap me. he does it all to piss me off. because he does things like that. he gets in trouble so much because he does shit other people don't have the guts to do. and he looks like a fucking cracker because of his white ass skin. when in actuality he's a cool human being with a cool story within.

I've found that there's a pattern almost every single guy I come across skates smokes or has smoked listens to odd future do I have a type? rebels and gang bangers smashers thrashers dirty little freaks causing rampage creating riots wears some sort of brand name hat always has fresh clothing clothing more sicker than me their personality overpowers mine I'm the one that becomes more interested always always

ive got no motivation whatsoever i depend on caffeine a boost of whatever it is i need as fuel for the day im a low#life, sad soul who wastes her #life but feels fine when the energy is put in her hands

nostalgia: briana & henry she embraced me from behind and her arms felt like home. you know that saying? it was just like that flashback you play in your head from your childhood also known as nostalgia and that's the feeling i truly grasped i stared her down head to toe, same warm smile, long brown locks, her legs stood out to me but all in all i knew she grew up we've been distant, idle idle in each others lives and that is totally not an understatement he surprised me and i let out one of those laughs i do because he never fails to humor me he acted the same, with no real reason to impress me and i liked it that way i deleted any more than friend thoughts i had for him because i hadn't seen him in so long and him standing in front of me, deeper voice and spiffy hair, a few forehead zits to prove maturity it's a reminder she & him are fond gestures of memories you wanna hold onto you know that when these people were most valued in your #life, you were obtaining pleasure and sincerity, some hits of jealousy maybe the right word to fit is nostalgia nostalgia yearns happiness you once had and this sign means that you hadn't forgotten it