No Words... Looking at the screen Feeling a mullion different emotions Unable to out anything into words Desperate to talk to someone But Hiding my emotions from everyone When did expressing ourseleves become so hard...?

Enough I'm tired of the fighting I'm tired of the lies I'm tried of the lonely nights I'm tired of the times I've had to cry I'm tired of the empty promises I'm tired of the lack of care I'm tired of the lack of consideration I'm tired of things being unfair I'm tired of not being the selfish one I'm tired of you always getting your own way I'm tired of being miserable I'm tired of never getting a say I'm tired of your mood swings I'm tired of things being this way Cause all I've ever wanted Was for you to care I'm not asking for your all But just a bit if effort here and there Cause there comes a time when your just to tired And you simply can't go on You realise your to tired To keep playing this broken song

Bad One rule for you And another for me Totally different standards As far as I can see A list full of nos While yours simply say yes Feeling as though I'm walking on egg shell Forever trying to pass an impassable test Moods are so unpredictable Seeing red with no warning Longing for the day it's better When there isn't a grey cloud each morning Knowing there is good Somewhere deep inside But for now the evil shines through While that choices to hide

Alone Spending so much time alone Without any human touch. Longing for someone to talk to Maybe even hold me if that's not to much Just a little companionship To wash away these blues Because even though we share a home The bed is never filled by two A empty hole in my heart Along with in my home I'm left feeling desperate Sad and alone Staring at my phone Pleading with it to just ring I'm not asking for much Just a "hey how you've been" Cause when you give your all And you get nothing return The silence can crippling You heart just left to burn So another night it is alone With no one there to hold Crying silent tears Wishing it would go back to the times of old

Sinful Wish Re posted this on the old account In the moment I knew Something was awfully wrong Our surroundeds became blurred A lively club no longer playing songs All I can see was your eyes And the way the glistened when you smiled And the way you pursed your full lips Thinking over things for a while A forbidden feeling That has become so hard to ignore A constant yearning Wishing it was you who greeted me each day at my front door My hand on your face Skin so soft it begs to be touch Pulling me in for an embrace It feels all to much I long for you to kiss me Those beautiful lips against my own Our bodies pressed together As you whisper "let me take you home" But for now it's just a sinful wish One I have to keep to myself Leave my achey heart alone Instead of hurting everyone else