Little Sister. I was never anything compared to her. She has friends. She's had boyfriends. She has people who care. She hurt herself, and almost lost her #life, And every one helped her. Every one told her how much they loved her, how much she means to them. How sad they would be if she was gone. But what makes it worse, is that I've gone thru the same. But they don't care. I know they know, it was shouted in there faces and they did nothing. They ignored it. And I'm use to it now, People not caring. But I can't help but be repulsed that they know, That they see the scars, the emptiness, the loneliness, the longing to be loved and cared about. But they do nothing. They have always cared about her. And ignored me. I was always just the little sister that got in the way.

You Can't Do It. There's this dream I had, to be a singer, but i know that will never happen. No one thinks I can do it. And now I think that. When will they learn that when you tell someone they can't do something so many times they start to believe you. No matter how much faith they had in themselves.

Every now and then the stars align, boy and girl meet by the great design; could it be that you and me are the lucky ones this time?

Wrist Cutter I slit my wrist to erase the pain, you look at me, and think I'm insane, my eyes turn red, bleeding my tears, and still you try to protect me from my worst fears. Look at my scars then you will see, why I can't seem to go around and fake happy, yet you tell me you love me, that you'll forget, for I'll soon be gone, and I'll be your greatest regret. So let me die, broken and scarred, I can't deal with #life, it's getting far to hard, everything's gone wrong, it's not worth trying, so leave me alone because I feel like I'm dying, I don't want you to worry, because my #life is ending in a hurry, I'll be fine, and happy you see, for death is what I wished for and soon it will be.

Cutters Lullaby Go to sleep and close you're eyes, and dream of broken butterfly's. That tore there wings against a thorn, you know the pain that they have endured. Silver metal shine so bright, scarlet blood that feels so right. Dream of the blood trickling down, and wake up just before you drown. The moonlight shining of your tears, as you bleed out your worst fears. So tonight when you start to cry; whisper the cutters lullaby. Hushaby baby your almost dead, you don't have a pulse and your pillow is red. Your family hates you, your friends let you bleed, so sleep tight with a knife, cuse it's all that you need. Rockaby baby, broken and scarred, you didn't know #life would be this hard. Time to end this pain you hide to well, and down you come baby, straight back to hell. -unknown