Anorexia #acrostic #poem Another voice whispering in my ear No food today is what it tells me Others say that I need to eat Really all I want is to be skinny Everyone says I am too small X-rays and tests are done on me I believe I am not normal anymore Anorexia has consumed my #life and body.

Alone Surrounded by people, Some friendly, Some kind, They all think that she is fine. But little do they know How broken she is Shattered to the point Where she can barely stand She walks through the halls Laughter fills the air Some say "Hi" But does any one care? She feels so lost Like an abandoned cause If she were to leave Would it be a loss? The population; one less. Shes broken and her feeling have died Yet no one knows Shes empty on the inside. Her words have been stolen Emotions are gone Replaced with the longing For someone to turn back the wrong. All she wants is to be happy She wants to feel at home Shes tired of #depression Yet she only feels...Alone.

Wanted Theyre all around Voices and sounds I can hear them talking But I cant see straight Am I dead or alive? I truly don't know. I feel something But that one thing Is nothing. Im gone, lost, mishapen, and empty. Wasted away to bones now gone Hiding my scars so no one will know Wanted: a best friend who my feelings Ill show Thats all I ask The one thing I need To stay alive, to stop the blood that I bleed. But she left me, shes gone. She gave up, I did too. I miss my old self and I miss you. She knows all my secrets and if she did tell Then my #life would sincerely be hell. I wouldnt be able to live here any more Id string up that rope and jump to the floor Away from the misery, mystery, and pain Through all of this, nothing I gain. I quit I give up Im done is what I say When I tell them they beg and they pray They try to talk me out of it but I know it's the only way.... So goodbye world, goodbye #life Tonight I am done, this is my last cry.

Dreaming Of Prince Charming I could see it. Ive always wanted to marry a guy like him. A gentleman with a good heart who can be a dork or be caring and serious when i need him to be there. A guy who will go on fancy dates or just have a paint war or hang out in the snow. A man who will be a good example for his kids and also show the world who he really is. A boy who doesnt act like something hes not and shows his true side to me all the time and accepts me for nothing other than what I am and thinks that it is the best thing on earth. A human who realizes not everything is perfect; that things go wrong, things break, and people mess up but is never willing to give up to fix it. He needs to be persistent, a lover but a fighter for what he loves. Someone who will protect me even from the littlest things like the monsters in a movie. I want someone who will curl up and just watch a movie or tell me how beautiful I look when I have my hair a mess with no makeup on. I hope to find a guy who will hold my hand in public and give me sweet kisses goodbye. I want a man who will love me with almost all of his heart because I want him to love his family and god as much as I do. He doesnt need to be perfect or some crazy super hero or even a knight in shining armor. Im just looking for a silly guy to make my #life complete.

Sunsets Im obsessed with sunsets. Like seeing the sun it looks so pretty and happy from far away but when u think about it its just a dying star. Not many people see it that way though. It's kinda like me; Happy on the outside but dying inside. Every day seeing the sun set its just kinda like that dying star made it through another day so I can too.