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I'm an optimistic walking disaster.

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Translate   11 years ago

I wish I could believe you. I heard stories about you. From your past. I knew you weren't capable of being loyal before but I also know that people can change. It's just so hard to believe that a badboy, who loves to play with girls, like you can change... and I don't think I'm capable of another heartbreak. So I'm sorry if I can't believe you.

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Maddie Appel

That's really good
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    Translate   11 years ago

    Why I like you. You have no idea how much I like you. i don't know why, I just felt it. I didn't try tof orce it, it just happened. I even tried to push it away. This feelings... It's strange and I hate it. I can't like you. I'm not ready to get hurt again. I can't like YOU! I liked you the moment we started talking to each other... And you had no idea. I had no idea I liked you too...until now. Why do i like you so much?

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      Translate   11 years ago

      Help Me? So there's this guy. He says he likes me. I don't know if I'm going to believe him But... I think I like him too. And it's so sad because he's also my friends former "crush" We chat, we talk, we text And I'm afraid that if this keeps on going, i might fall for him. I don't want to. Because, as I've said, he's my friends former crush and I don't want to have to hurt my friends' feelings. I want to stop talking to him. But I don't want to at the same time. Why does it feel so good doing something so wrong And feels so bad doing something right. I feel like I'm betraying my friend when I'm not even doing anything. I feel so guilty, i don't know why. I'm afraid that if ever me and that guy works out, it'll destroy my relationship with that friend. Am I doing something wrong by even communicating with that guy? Help??

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      Vanessa

      This depends. What did this guy do to your friend?
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      Brian Beisigl

      Ask your friend their opinion if they care.. Tell them you value their opinion, but really like the guy.. She might just support you that way and things become less complicated.. But, you might find out a reason to why she decided to stop liking him which could save you your time.. But ultimately, follow your heart...
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      selfish bastard

      Nothing... @999nessa
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        Translate   11 years ago

        Lost Dreams Years ago, I never would've thought that I would be interested in taking up Culinary Arts as a degree. I don't exactly regret that I took up another course because I wanted this course too. Dad promised he'd enroll me in CA afterwards, but now all my dreams are lost because he changed his mind. I do understand because the cost is kind of too much and we can't afford it, for now anyway. But I do really want it. I want it so badly. It's just now that I realized I want to engage myself in culinary activities so badly. Now I don't know... I just don't know if it's ever gonna happen again. I can work and save up for my tuition fee, since I already have a bachaelor's degree. But for now, I am unsure of that. So help me God...

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          Translate   11 years ago

          Attracted To You They say that for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. I say that for your every action I have a an equal and opposite over reaction. I don't really get it. I don't get why i'm so attracted to you.. I don't get why I have a crush on you, or why I even like you. You'renot even doing anything. It's you're just there and whenever I see you, or seeyourname or hear your voice, I feel a blush forming in my cheeks. Well.. I hope you don't see it. That would be totally embarassing and I don't know what you'd react. Maybe you'd just laugh at me anyway. It's better to just say it here, atleast you wouldn't see it. Anyways, thank you opuss for listening to my stupid ramblings. You're the only one who knows all of my secrets

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