I hate the feeling of betrayal, The feeling of regret of pain , and sadness but most of all, I hate that I let it happen , that it's all my fault m And I know I sound selfish but I hate that I'm a people pleaser and while I was being what every one else wanted me to Be I lost my true self and became some one else , I became the one thing I despise the most , I became just another #life sucking bitch

Sorry This Is Kind Of A Rant Thingy Do you know what I'm so sick and tired of being used I'm tired of being hurt but still smiling , of not braking down , of pleasing other people , I know people have worse lives than me really I do, but I can't handle it I just can't I have no one anymore , every one I thought I had in my #life I didn't have I just needed them , the moment I can stop hurting the people around me is the gonna be the moment I leave I need to get away , Do you know what ! I don't want help I don't want everyone to care , I just want to be able to talk to some one . I'm sorry I can't please you in every fu**ing way possible and I'm sorry I'm not perfect

I fucking hate you so much right now it's killing me that you think I'd say that , that even if I did it was a joke you should know me better than that , but I guess that's #life I'm always trying to please every one else , never me always you or her or him ! Excuse my language so so angry right now I can't do anything else but this so yeah bye

I haven't done this for to long but I'm gonna now might do a few so yeah Why do we look for flaws in our selves ? Why do we find flaws in others ? Why should we doubt our selves ? well we belive that because others find flaws in us we should find flaws in our selves and others and why ? To make us feel better about ourselves , we all do it you know we do , and if you don't then I'm clapping for you really ! We do even if we don't realise most of the time

Just let me know who you really are Ill be your shining star Through the dark And so we ll start they try to tear us apart Well show them all standing tall Take the crowd sing it louder they'll never shoot us down loud and proud And so we sing it loud n proud and we just can't touch the ground and They can't pull us Down We've got to fight you know I'm right