I Had To... I had to leave I had to run I had to make you belive That i was done Even though i still love you Even though i still care Even though i kept true Your my everything my air I still see you from far I still see you laughing I still see you crying Hiding inside your car You need better You need a lover You need some one youll find later As i no longer can cover As i cant recover No more pain Finnaly sain No wind No #life Dead

Mr Nosey Rapped up in my little cocoon Drinking tomato soup. carful hot spoon! Gulp down it goes all nice and fuzzy Its the perfect way to get cozy All settled in not moving an inch Dont want to rouen it O Oh i flinched I cant get comfy the pillows gone lumpy Ding dong! Whos that? Im coming wont be long! Whats that for me a parcel you say Thankyou enjoy your day Wait... Come back im not Mr Black I look up hes gone with a blink Round, rough, rattling with every move What is it. Open it. No i disapprove Is it a toy, a phone, a bomb Ahhh! Just keep calm Ooo whats that it has been ripped Ops i sneezed and tour it apart With shock i look With care i took With surprise i glear With a smile i laugh... As it was only a pair socks

Treat me good, and I'll treat you better.

Summer! It's the time of the year when everyone starts to scream and shear. The sun breaking through the gloomy clouds reminding us that it's still here. The change of cloths from winter to summer while locking there coats hopping to stay there forever. The extreme diets with the crazy workouts preparing for bikinis and drunken fights. The waxing, shaving and moisturising to become more attractive to the opposite prey. Bring out the old remedies for that extreme hangover day and tricks to convince the one night stand to never stay. The counting of the days, hours, minuets for that special plane to take them away from the depressing rain. I can't wait to go on summer holiday to have fun and just play.

Wishing To Never Feel "I wish can never feel" she said looking in the mirror. Her reflection shattered like her heart. Eyes flooded with emotion and self loathing. Mind disgusted of what it's seeing. She then smashes the mirror again with her fist this time the glass slowly crashes into the sink. She sees blood on the glass and suddenly feels the warmness of the rushing blood gushing out of her wrist. She stares mesmerised at the rich colour and slowly the sadness and worry started to fade away. She felt a sudden burst of happiness which she hasn't felt for a long time. It reminded her when she was little playing in endless meadows of tiny yellow and blue flowers that reflected the suns raise shimmering in the blue sky. Warm breeze skips between the meadow releasing the smell of spring. The rare rush of wind blends with the light chirps of passing birds. It's starting to go dark and all the feeling left was gone. She got what she wished for but yet she wasn't at piece. Feeling this burst of happiness reminded her that she still wanted to feel. Feel love, joy, happiness and all the great feeling there is. She was so stuck finding bad things in every situation to the point that her heart went cold. She suddenly woke up in a bright white room in a bed. Her mothers face filled with glee that she was still alive. She was alive! She embraced her mother feeling her warm embrace. It was time for her to change to be better to enjoy what she has. Not everyone is given a second chance like she did.