Fallen I kneel, Knowing that I will never get up, Looking at the bodies scattered in front of me, Dead. My hands; scorched in the blood which once flowed, And the weapons in my hand which was once a sign of victory, Was gone.

Free. I come before the light, Falling to my knees, The light flowing through me, Like I am nothing, The feeling so extraordinary. For the shackles that held me are gone, Like a tempest past, Forgive I shall but I shall never forgive, The chains that once heed me. I step closer, Closer the feeling, The sunshine and wind in my hair, Forever I am free.

What Happened? The world is a terrible place why do we live for I mean why are so many people horrible to others? We are all gods children and we can't change the fact that we are and how can one child be horrible to the others? Everyday I wish I could punch the snake who gave Adam and Eve the stupid apple that made us what we are today. If they did not took that bite of the apple we would be all clever today and we won't have violence! As I take a look at the world it just. Breaks my heart to see men fighting with each other what is wrong with them imagine if they did not bite the apple sickness? A legend. Violence? 'what's that?' imagine if we could live forever! The end is coming and we need to change our way of thinking violence should be history! What happened to world peace? What happened to the end of racism? What happened to us? What happened?

I fight for you but what do you do? You treat me as scum, you don't care. I do everything for you but you never do anything for me what is the purpose of doing things for you? You lie to me you create fabrications and you think I was born yesterday. Why do I listen?

You know friends is a word very hard to explain and a friend who talks behind your back is not a friend it hurts me when I hear friends talking behind my back I maybe a guy but you can't mess with emotions a guy has feelings to no matter what gender and you can't change that.