You I hate it when I feel this way Tears running down my face I know your just trying to help But it's worse in my case It hurts to know that I can't change Because I truly want to I can't help the fact That I mess up everything I do I thought better of you But you've gone and changed my mind Making my disability just another antic You don't see me laughing Nor smiling with your words The only thing that come from me Is sadness and waterworks. It's not fair that I'm like this I didn't choose my fate But God made me this way And I am truly thankful But somedays I just wish he had been a little more careful Maybe if I had some thought I would be a perfect girl But that's not how the big man works It's more in a curios way He gives you a disability knowing that some day You will turn out great With all the hurt early You will be happy later on Or maybe he know that someday you will be needed For a bigger plans Or you could be chosen For something mighty grand Something that only you could do Then who would have the upper hand?

Living In Hell Why do people find it enjoyable to make other peoples lives hell? That's the one thing I never understood. People talk and talk and talk crap but hate it when they are on the other side. Are people that pathetic that they do what they dread would happen to them? Maybe it's a boost of confidence or maybe they are all just asses. The world yeah they will never know.

To You My Love I love you in my mind I love you still I love you blind I love your chill I miss your playfulness I miss your touch I miss your happiness I miss you very much You told me that you love me You told me that you will never leave You told me that you see And will never ever deceive

Superhero Never in a million year would I have imagined id be dating a superhero. But my definition of superhero is most likely different then yours. My boyfriends name is Kevin but when duty calls (me) he turn into superman always saving me from the tragedy I got my self into at the moment. Lifting me up and saving the day. I don't even mind the tights. Charm doesn't even begin to describe him. I am his kryptonite, the weakest bone in his body, but the strongest hope in his heart. When I am in need of saving he is there in a Flash. Always there for me when I need him the most even if it is to kill a spitter. My boyfriend is mysterious just like batman always running around and popping up unexpectedly but wanted. This man I call my boyfriend isn't just a man. He is heroic maybe not to you but heroic to me. I am the girl in distress or kryptonite. I am his first and last thought of the night.

Lone Wolf I've never been someone's best fried. I've always been the other friend that someone hangs out with when they get tiresome with their best friend. I don't know how it feels for some one to tell me everything. I try not to think about it because I have friends I don't have best friends but I have reliable people in my #life. I don't know if it's me or if there is something wrong with me, all I know is that I'm not favored I never have and probably never will. Even as a small child I never had a close friend. It's sad when someone doesn't even know the definition of a best friend. Seeing posts of people in my #life going out and not mentioning it to me than hiding that they went. Pleas what friends are they. I like to think of my self as a lone wolf who wonders alone coming across someone now and again. I consider myself someone who runs after the things I want and don't pay attention to anyone else yet I find that I care to much what other people think. But why should I in 100 years they will be 6 feet under just like me.