Pain The girl in her bedroom She grabs the blade Cutting her wrists Putting her problems in the shade A quick relief To make the pain go away But it just comes back And she cuts the next day In the hot summer "I'm just cold" But her friends aren't stupid That ones getting old She pulls down her sleeves So people can't see Her marks of what Her #life has come to be She looks over the room Sees that guy she likes a bit He sees her looking and looks At her like she's shit She understands It just persists Because who would date A girl with scarred wrists? But maybe if people Would just care They could save the #life Of that girl over there She cuts her wrists She goes too deep Now her #lifeless body Will always sleep

Famous All I've ever wanted All I've ever dreamed of All I ever think about every minute of every day All I've ever loved All I've ever longed to be All I've ever got up and tried All I've ever been passionate about All I've ever Ever Ever Ever Wanted So bad So passionately To be a famous singer. Judge me for my 'childish dream' All I hear is singing

How It Used To Be I miss everything That I used to be I miss that girl I used to see Every time I looked in the mirror But now I think of that I get a shiver Cos I was happy Three months ago With my long blonde hair Where did it all go? Three months ago I always smiled I bounced around Like a little child But then it all Went down All I ever did Was frown I got bullied At school Damn girl Made me look like a fool So I moved school To another place Now my new friends Are a friendly face Don't get me wrong They're cool But I miss my old hair I miss my old school...

Another Damn Cold I woke up in bed, spluttering and coughing everywhere. My mum walked in "Oh god, not again." I frowned and she went to get me some calpol from the bathroom. I loved calpol, every kid on earth loved calpol! People take calpol when they aren't even ill, it tastes so nice! I swallowed my two spoons of calpol, sneaking another spoon, tasty. Mum got ready for work and I stayed in bed, coughing and sneezing, a huge box of tissues on my lap. Used, snotty tissues all flung around the room, it was gross. Everywhere you stepped, a snotty tissue stuck to your foot, it was like a game trying not to step on one. When mum was gone, I trudged downstairs, grabbed all the food I could and trudged back up again. I was ready to start my day of sleep, eat, and watch TV. It's good being ill during school!

It Started With A Crush... It started with a crush Just a little tiny crush It ended with a love A big huge great love We first met On the first day of school You sat behind me You thought you were cool I found it cute How you talked to me You passed me notes In class so I could see How much we would Become so close How any other boy To me was just gross And I started To get a crush on you And soon I knew you had A crush on me too! A great feeling it was You told me how you Felt about me and I told you I felt the same about you At prom We had a good night But what you told me Came as a fright You said you gotta leave You gotta go! How I wished you just Never let me know Three years from then I saw you at my concert When I saw you after You were such a flirt We started dating again It got really serious When you proposed that night I thought you were delirious I thought it over I said yeah ill be your wife! So we got married And started our new #life We had twins They were so great When we had our next kid I knew you were my soulmate It started with a crush Just a little tiny crush It ended with a love A big huge great love