Space I screaming inside so much so. The pain iv been apart of sadness yet not antill naw did not what to see or truly believe that it happened or that I was even there let alone apart of the nightmare. I ponder is this all just a dream that i. Keep having like someone or something trying to tell me run away why you can go don't look back. Love is so hard to understand & wish I could get it . Mind is confused heart fooling apart . no one can truly tell you how hard #life is . Its more amazing & magical that we got so much to still understand .

time What is this i ask my self . I just sit and watch the sky pass by . Why would anyone what to make anyone or anything in this place we #life suffer so much pain is not time to short ! could we not spend our time helping & giving ! I remmber holding my 1st ever baby yet naw he 16 were do that go what have I done . a tree if left alone will #life 10000 of years . Why some say some may not . the galaxy is so big that we still don't know truly how much time we need to see it all ! I fill I write just to say maybe nothing important. time is just not given back

rain eyes crying heat braking Mind painfully

Love What is it ? Were is it ? What dose it fill like ? Is it pain or sadness ? Is it row after row ? Is it your mind ? Is it from your guts ? Is it from your heart ? is it the filling of joy ? Is it to be free ? What is it ???????

cracking Insides herts gut trembling nail bitting scar's buzzing mind rewinding thoughts arms intwining heart racing in to connecting eyes sparking love glowing glass Chipping like a grain of sugar amazing moments to hold our head high . burning light flicking deep in the shadows finger tips scurrying reaching in desperation .., xxx