Snap, Dad Snap, and you have changed into this dark person. I beg you to leave me alone, to stay away. Listening to you, talking trash about me, like im not even there. What the hell do you want? Do you want me to feel horrible about myself, when things are actually not my fault? The thruth is that this is all on you. Your supposed to be the adult, and Im supposed to be your child. I sometimes wish I was'nt.. But as long as you'll continue to treat me like this, I will act out. It's not a treath, it's a fact, son of a bitch.

I Miss You I will miss you always, even in the moments when you are right beside me. Time apart has planted longing inside me and I do not think it is a weed that will ever stop growing. It will always live there, but my god it grows the most spectacular flowers. - Tyler Knott Gregson

Give Me Magic It's hard to know that feelings aren't always neutral. That it might mean that you don't feel the same. Scared from before, by earlyer experienses. I'm afraid to tell you how i feel. You're so on and off, hot and cold. But I still wish for that magic star.

Stormy outside Let me tell you a story. It starts like this; See out your window, down to the shore. What can you see? An ocean in motion, Or a deep blue sea? This is my dream, my ethernity. It's where I belong. Where I always Come home A fishermans wet dream, a sea of whipped cream. Waves and wind, Please bring a storm. Let me feel like Im real and alive. It's where I belong. Where I always Come home I love it the most, at the point of the end. When the sun starts to Shine and rainbows remind me The meaning to #life.

Quit Yesterday I changed my #life. I made a desicion to quit school, move home and start online-school instead. I have been smiling constantly. Someone might say it stupid to do so, but for once Ive made a desicion for myself. And Im so happy!