Words I sit and wonder how I didn't notice The strain you put on my soul The heart the grown soo cold The words that split me in two I took it all I took the pain I engulfed it I tried everything to feel strong As you beat me down I look back and still I cry I couldn't change you Even though I loved you I put your love above my own I kicked myself Until I could no longer breath I bleed that night , alone All the memories All alone Those words that night Finally tore me down

Separation The heart grows weak The tears roll down The days don't change The eyes can't see My limbs are weak Is this love Or is this death Built my #life around an image An image that didn't get seen A perfection with no means The terms of separation Not yet told The feelings of desperation Trying to not be told

Strength The emptiness I felt The stories I held The depths of my wounds You will never see The strength I project is the lies I neglect My ability to push threw Became weak when I left you . The safety I oppressed Made me neglect

Crystal The strength the structure I wish it never fell The emptiness I felt The doors open to be left alone

Find Us I wonder where you went When those words went sour. I wonder where you went When the tone got louder. I wonder where we went When the words got bitter ~ang