Why Me? "Why me?" she thinks as she wonders why she was born to the "devils helpers" as she called them "Why me?" she thinks as she feels the sharp blade cut deep in her flesh as it takes her to a somewhat better place "Why me?" she thinks as she feels light headed and woozy with ever throbbing beat of her heart "Why me" she thinks as the blood clots and her attempt failed once again "Why me?" she thinks as her father yells yet again at her and she runs and cries in her room "Why me?" she thinks as she remembers how her 'best friend' treated her today when she saw her and didn't even have to decency to wave...or even smile cuz she was with her 'popular' friend and boy friend "Why me?" she prays "what reason did you put me HERE in this family. Why me? Why me!? WHY ME!?!?" She yells and cries but realizes no one really cares...

Love the feeling of butterflies in your stomach
 the feeling of a soft kiss
 the feeling of a warm hand
 and the feeling you get the fist time he says those words 
three words eight letter and loads of joy
 ‘I Love You’
 you feel your heart get faster and faster
 and the butterflies flutter more and more
 and you want to hug him so tight and never let go 
 and kisses him softly and never leave his side 
you want him to be your other half
and know he’ll never go...

Beauty Don't say beauty doesn't live in you This is so far from true Because in there lies Such a great and magical surprise You are gorgeous and I will tell you everyday How ever many times I have to say Don't hide that pretty face Come forth with it and great embrace I love you with all my heart And I bring to you this work of art You are beautiful in every way Go out and show the world today...

Sorrow tears run down your cheek and you try to silence your cries so no one hears you so it hurts the back of your throat and the salty tears burn your eyes and you feel like giving up as people burry you alive so fast that you can’t dig yourself out and you try to fight but you’re all alone and have nobody to back you up so its just you against the world and you think ‘why won’t anyone help me’ and you wonder if any one cares that you need someone to lean on..

Friend Zone ’ Why me? ’ the thought i get when i feel that pain the agonizing pain of not being loved the pain of seeing him with another someone thats not me and seeing their lips touch and wanting it to be my lips on his and when he sits next to me and I see his hand I just want to reach out and grab it and feel the comfort of my hand in his and feel the warmth of his skin but he says that ‘we’re just friends’ and I think that the friend zone is all that I’ll ever be I think I’ll be lonely forever and I think no one will ever call me their ‘special girl ’ and I crave the love and the kiss but I don’t think I’ll ever be loved by anyone...