Ecstasy Perfect place Far away Floating in space I feel okay Palm trees so tall They tickle the moon Create a wall To hide the gloom Golden seas Mercury skies Lost in these fantasies But they're all lies I realize this makes no sense. I'm just too happy/nervous to think of the right words. So confused. Ugh.

Recovery Everyone says To take it slow Two steps forward One step back But I slipped Took a dive backwards I tried to continue Take two more steps forward Three, almost four Back five, six, seven I took one more step forward Then stopped

It's All On You. You scarred my mind I scarred my skin You pushed me down I couldn't get up You got drunk I gave up You pulled my hair I pulled the trigger You said sorry You're too late

Nights With My Lover Laying on your bed has become a hobby of mine. Tucked under your covers and hugged by your arms. Your warmth surrounds me and fills me up. Kisses you give me on the back of my neck send shivers down my spine. Nibbling on my ear makes me moan. Your arms snake their way around my bare stomach and pull me closer. My heart races. I relax as you go to work. Exploring my body like a map. The words I try to speak come out in jumbled moans. My body tenses and I let out a gasp. I arch my back and pull at the sheets. Your lips back on mine relax me and I start to sweat. Lay down baby because your next. Sorry I was feeling a little naughty. Tried to keep it as clean as possible

Suicide Choking down tears I pick up the knife Ignoring my fears Wishing to end my #life