Be My Butterfly “Butterflies can’t see their wings. They can’t see how truly beautiful they are, but everyone else can. People are like that as well.”

Finished. I scare people with the way I think. And that makes me bitter. I am falling apart again. But this time I'll have them breathing down my neck, trying to keep me safe and every time I hurt me I hurt them. I wonder if I'm just tired. If I'm not making sense. I wonder if God has a plan for me. And all I need to do is give in. I want a safe fortress. I don't want to be useless again. It's all starting to come back to me. All of it. All of the misery and useless feelings. I'm so ungrateful for what I have. I'm hurting my family. I'm hurting people. I'm over acting. And yet it scares me too much to calm down.

He Is Jealous He is jealous for me. Loves like a hurricane. I am the tree. Bending beneath The weight of his wind And mercy. And, oh. How he loves us so. Oh. How he loves us. How he loves us so.

❄ Hush, little baby, don't say a word. Mama's gonna buy you a mockingbird And if that mockingbird won't sing, Mama's gonna buy you a diamond ring And if that diamond ring turns brass, Mama's gonna buy you a looking glass And if that looking glass gets broke, Mama's gonna buy you a billy goat And if that billy goat won't pull, Mama's gonna buy you a cart and bull And if that cart and bull turn over, Mama's going to buy you a dog named Rover. And if that dog named Rover won't bark, Mama's going to buy you a horse and cart. And if that horse and cart fall down, You'll still be the sweetest little baby in town.

Mod Sun Look up. Now look down. Up is endless. Down has an ending. Always look up.