Kindness Today, I experienced kindness. My boss, who is the nephew of the patient I am looking after just bought me food from KFC. He is just so kind. I mean he is already paying me per hour. He is so different from his brother. Why is that? Why do two people who come from the same parents, the same family be so opposite when it comes to personality and behaviour? They grew up in the same environment, brought up by the same parents, taught and made to learn the same things. I wonder.

Wasted Dream I thought I had a plan. I thought I knew what I wanted. I had my whole #life planned out. I had this dream. Now, I am not so sure anymore. When I was younger, I wanted to become a doctor. I graduated high school with high hopes of becoming a doctor. I was going to get a pre-med course and go straight to medicine school after that. I was going to become a surgeon. I took up pharmacy as a pre-med. When I was in my third year, I realized I didn't want to continue to med school. It suddenly didn't appeal to me anymore. I mourned that loss for a long time. I questioned God about letting me nurture a dream that I wasn't going to see through in the end. Did you ever wake up one morning and realize that the dream that comprised your entire childhood has just vanished? I mean literally? It was just gone in a blink of an eye. Something like that doesn't happen. But it happened to me. That was the start of my struggle. My future changed from a world of success to a world of uncertainties. I didn't know what else to do. All I knew was that I wasn't going to be a doctor. That was just it. I became a Registered Pharmacist. I hopped from one job to another. Nothing felt right. Up until now, I don't know what I want to do with my #life. I look at my friends and I feel envious because most of them are living out their dreams. I am jealous that they know what they want and I don't. I am so so lost.