Silence One of my memory Bitter sweet It brings the slightest pain and warm in remembrance Bliss and sorrow All comes into place People come and go But those who left their traces are few I don't wanna tell you how did we met nor our parting I just want to tell you a story Trail that he marked in my #life One that we called Memories Whenever I looked deep into your eyes I saw lots of fake smiles Many kinds of mask for all sort of events to put, And when I tried to look deeper I saw sadness Loneliness Secrets And I know from the bottom of my hearts I saw something that I tried to deny A part of me Should I be happy knowing that I'm not alone, there's someone out there who feels the same thing Or should I be sad, knowing that you go through the same way, trapped in our own fortress that we build to protect ourselves Tranquility was the time we met Silence was how we spoke Your presence was my comfort and strength It's the time when we could Putting off our masks Showing the truth of ourselves The real us Worn out Vulnerable Suffocating Only that time, we lived for ourselves Thinking about 'me' in our selfishness Hope everything's going to be fine We did realize This hiding place was only for escaping reality And when it's all over The Truth is patiently waiting for us But it's okay Because it was the only moment that we had Where we didn't have to pretend Admitted that we're not okay Just that time It's simply enough for me Though they wouldn't understand what we felt What we had Cause there will be a time, like now Our time's up on this crossroad Time to go back and continue to walk to our destined path Letting you go And this is my way to reconcile with you, The past which can't be forgotten, So that I can live with looking what I have now And what lays in the future And when the might sky is clear And stars are shining I slow down my footsteps Feeling the wind on my face Then I will look back Whispering unuttered words in my lips I'm doing good I'm tired but I'm fine Are you okay there? I just hope that you are strong enough to smile And beneath the same sky Know that you're not on your own For sometimes, Only sometimes I remember you I miss that time

My First Love Most of us had been fallen in love with someone. We don't know for sure when it started. Some had butterflies, some got nervous, some could feel their hearts beating faster I've never felt like that about my first love.. My first crush wasn't my first love. Even my boyfriend wasn't either. It is said that nothing comes from our first love, but I can say that it's not true. He is a person that I can depend on... And the same person who hurts me so much.. When our relationship was over, I can't sleep. I can't eat everything. My tears overflow whenever I see him. I've never known that I love him so much till I lost him. I can hardly breathe. I forgot how to smile. I even didn't know how to move on. But I still live. I didn't die because of that. So if you feel the same way right now.. Now you know that you're not the only one who feels like that. And soon...you will just know how to move on and live your #life. One day, when you look back..you will smile and realize how he made your #life more meaningful and colorful. How he change your heart and make a difference in your #life.