It's getting beyond a joke now really. You lost your freedom when you had them. It's called responsibility, you think of them first always, you put there happiness before your own. This is the choice you made and should have thought about long ago. It's a #lifestyle choice and you have to come to terms with that. You can't take from them there happiness. You will realise and it will all be too late, it'll be no ones fault but your own.Just hope they don't suffer because of it. We will soon see as theres no going back now, it's too big a risk if you really cared for them you would make the right choice, but nothing else can be done to change this now it's too late, way too late Dead out

You Know How do we know? If your the one, risk it, chance it, just have some fun There is nothing else to lose, your the one that I choose Let's try and see, if what we believe, love after love, could happen to me I think it could, being as your here, smile on my face, no more fear Is this real, the way i feel, can't hurt any more, won't feel that raw Have to let go now, let us be, move onto a better place, just you and me I could go on and on, explaining the wrongs, Just need to see what takes so long I'm clearly here for you to see, open your eyes and you'll see ME Your look so fresh, you sound so sweet, I know that we're about to meet Your beautiful You know! xx

Seeing All seems lost now No turning back? No one can help us Gone of track Can't see a way out Can't think what to do All I can think about Is you you you I know all is lost I just can't let go Why does it hurt Can't go with the flow Pain so deep Just want to sleep Lay counting sheep My brains in a heap It's all twisted My visions misted Can't see it,even though it's listed Right here in front of me,in a txt Yes I'm vexed, I can't believe it, all for nothing, should've seen this, Coming, A long time ago When I was shown, how #life gets blown, away,apart, they all think there smart, we'll show the way, as I'm gonna spray, till the day I die

Confused Just when things start to look up, something happened and we just get stuck You make me rage, can't understand, why I have been dealt this hand It's making me shake, the way that I feel, I know my heart would never heal It's hard to see past you and me, which is why it's so hard for me to leave It doesn't make sense, for me to go, what kind of love would that show You know you mean more to me, than anything, as far as I can see This love is real, this love is true, which is why I will, never leave you My #life is hard, decisions so tough, all I want is to feel loved Xx

Why Why when it is late at night, I close my eyes and I see the light Why when I wake in the morning, it is so dark, is it a warning Why do theses children keep on spawning, it is now, just dawning, it's my name they were calling I hear you loud, I hear you clear, I can't see why it's changed to fear Why when your near, when your far, wherever you car, I want you close, just to boast, how gorgeous your are Whys It gone cold, the way we used to hold, seems to fold,like a paper plane and gold Is like the warmth I need, like the sun, so dangerous, gotta run, so far from here, unless a gun, can change this Make it go quick, make 'em think you were thick, And the end, Is near now, pop pop pow, It's works fine,the pleasures all mine, Problem solved