Disconnected I'm disconnected from the world I don't want to see the people on this earth in a swirl I'm disconnected from my phone I don't take calls no more I'm unbeknown I'm disconnected from my music I just can't hear no more in this cubic I'm disconnected from my sweet love I feel like an old unfit glove I'm disconnected from my home I don't want to live here no more I want to roam I'm disconnected from reality What Is real and what is fake maybe it's my mentality I'm disconnected from my mind The demons took their time I wish I was plugged in So I can live again Written by: Denise Huddleston

I Remember I remember you are always there for me Sometimes I couldn't see I remember your love was there for me I always could see I remember the way you patched my boo boos for me We would blow together on my knee I remember you feeding me I knew we had little money but you did it for me I remember you kissing and hugging me I'll never forget they was all for me I remember you laughing with me We'd laugh for hours just for me I remember the books you read to me You'd read book after book and taught me how to treat a book just for me I remember how sweet and perfect you are to me You taught me how to be kind to one another just for me I remember going camping and fishing and taking those catfish off the hook with me You only did that for me I remember you showing me how to be a great friend for me You are my best friend to me I remember everything you knew you taught me You did it all for me I remember that you tell me you'll always keep learning for me You did that only for me I remember every time you say I love you to me I knew it was always for your love of me Mom I remember everything you are to me I love you and that's from me Dedicated to The World's Greatest Mom Written by: Denise Huddleston

Let Me Go Sitting here in the dark Afraid to go to the park I might burn like a vampire I feel like a wild wire I'm alone in this cruel world No one to hold on to make #life easier in this twisted whorl I'm scared I'll die alone But really does it matter the demons say they will never leave me because their bad to the bone Children grown and gone I'm left all alone I hate that the demons inside has taken over my body and soul Coming in one by one threw the keyhole I guess the demon stole the key that I had hidden Where no one could see in the kitchen The key holds my soul intact Now I'm left with a key hole open for the demons to be let in whenever they want to attack They come and go with out fear While I lay here in tears I wish I'd made another key Then I could lock the door to my soul for keeps and be set free The demons have captured my soul Turning my soul into captivity in the black hole I want to break free But it's not in me For this demon is to strong I've lost all hope in beating this demon for now I'll play along I'll lay here a bit longer to build up my strength For maybe one day I'll beat this demon who lives with me day and night driving me insane Written by: Denise Huddleston

Fear She stares out her big blue eyes full of tears Remembering all of her fears The day that the snake that jumped almost biting her leg Or the bull raging in his cage She fears the water for she may drown Or the tornado that will twist her around The falling tree that fell by her car Fear of the bear with that great big claw The shadow that follows her one step behind The demon keeping in tune to her fears that aren't very kind The worst fear of all she carries Is the fear of losing your love that makes her sing like a canary

Soul Taker I don't understand why I feel so dead inside Why would I set the key aside If I hadn't lost that key You wouldn't be in my head right now I just want to be set free My body is starting to break down My mind is going in circles being chased around My head is stirring up dark deep thoughts How can I make it stop I'm so out of sorts Why did I let you beat me and choke me You wouldn't stop until my body went limp I didn't know at the time I was just a trainee All the while I thought you loved me All I wanted was to make a family tree You loved being in power and in control I lost everything my body,heart, and soul You was a con straight out of the hood I was a fish straight out of school I wasn't living no more just going through the motion day by day Waiting mostly for the hits that you gave me when I disobeyed Being careful of where I was hit So no one could tell I was being extinguished you didn't want bruised merchandise You preyed on my mind as I declined Following every rule you made Taking every punishment you served Was I gonna be sold to traffickers Or was you afraid to let your money maker go to the panthers Was this the bigger picture all along You stole my key and sold it to the devil is that why my head was always bashed against the wall I was under your spell Only way out was through hell People see you hitting and beating me But they just walk around or keep going never saying word to help me get my master key Why did you not stop and help me Maybe I would've went back but what if you was the one who set me free My #life was in danger I was told my family was too which was a game changer I did as told and when I was told and what I was told Somewhere in your f--ked up mind you thought I wasn't obeying you was always in control That's when you used whatever weapon You had in tow to beat me into submission I reckon You thought you was a player You was my soul taker