Freestyle For My Dad This ones for my dad , realest guy i ever had. Wiped my tears when i was sad , diciplined me when i was bad. Shit didnt always go the way it was supposed to , i aint mad though cus i always had someone to talk to. Comin home & staying up with me late at night , preachin to me so i'd know wrong from right. This ones for my dad , realest nigga i ever had , and now im not with you & its really kinda sad. I know all you want is for me to do good , its kinda hard to do the things that i should. Daddy one day i'll make you proud i swear ! I cant wait for you to call so i can hear , your voice , the voice of wisdom trust & hope. I still think this is all a joke. I still think ima wake up & see you , damn dad i'm sorry for the things i do , i know the shit that i do gets to you but all i want is the best for you , just like you want the best for me. I guess thats kinda why i decided to leave , take the stress offa you & keep it with me. Daddy i love you and i'll make you proud one day ..you'll see.

For The Broken Hearted This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your #life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...

Loss People walk in and out of your #life for a reason . sometimes when they leave , we can't help but be sad. the saddest thing though , is when you know that theyre gone forever. its so hard when you realize that the person wont be around anymore. You wont be able to see the smile that always light up your days , or hear the voice that made everything better. You wont be about to be held in the arms of them & feel safe anymore. Sucks doesnt it? And when it eventually reaches to that point you hate yourself because theres so many things you want to say but you cant. Whats the sense of talking to a dead body ?! Crying wont bring them back . Neither will screaming to the sky and asking "God" why. You never get the answer do you..and it hurts. Every single day that goes by you still miss them but not as much. But then you'll hear something or see something that'll remind you of them and the emotions all come back to you at once and it HURTS SO FREGGIN BAD. Sometimes it hurts to the point where we cant take it and we break down and cry. We cry & we wish and wish and WISH that they could come back . & You always have that little bit of hope that theyre gonna come back . That one day you'll wake up and realize that it was just some sick joke . Days go by and you realize ..theyre really gone . But you still wont accept it. You fight the urge to break down in tears because you still believe that theyre gonne come home one day . And then , when you realize that theyre not coming back you start to loose hope. Youll curse at God and blame him for taking the person out of your #life. Kinda why i dont believe in God . they say when you die , you go to a better place. how do they know that , did they die ? NO THEY DIDNT . Its funny because while theyre here we hold back so much and then once theyre gone you wish they were here so you could tell them . I really dont know if any of this makes sense but you guys get what i'm getting at. theres so much pain and it never goes away . it may fade for a little bit , but in the back of your mind you know youre forcing a smile to hide the pain . You can still feel the pain , maybe not as much as before but the pain will always be there...

Dad Growing up , my dad would always say : there are three types of people in the world. People who like you , people who don't like you & people who don't know you. The people who like you , like you because youre you. The people who dont like you , just don't like you. If you change they might like you but they'll always find something to not like. And the people who don't know you ..well they don't know you. - Somethings may not be exact but I don't have the best memory in the world , so drop it. Basically , why would you change to please anyone ? If you decide to change , make sure its for yourself and not for anyone else. Do you & screw everyone else. My dad's a smart man , i love you daddy . Everyone is beautiful in their own way. Embrace yourself & don't ever feel like you're not good enough. Believe me , you ARE good enough. & If you don't believe it , one day someone is gonna come around & make you believe it. Nobody's perfect. Everyone makes mistakes. Learning from them is the beauty of #life . What's even more beautiful is when you meet someone who accepts you , flaws & all. Why would you change to please people ? Who gives a damn what they think ? Live your #life for YOU and nobody else. Its YOUR #life , do what makes you happy. Screw what anyone thinks because you are UNIQUE. You'll change someone's #life someday. That day will be the happiest day of your #life.