Maybe It's A Test #life's ah game No #life's insane Misery to blame Or maybe it's not Maybe I'm to blame Or maybe I'm insane I hope I'm careful And after every thank you I hope I say your welcome I hate being rude Cause I'm afraid of the outcome I have a nice steady income But some people might try to take it And that's when I become the bad one I like living on the edge It's only dangerous if you fall off the ledge I look up at the sky And dream I'm the best So if I fall off this ledge I can rest knowing my kids have the best "Jay"

Lost Love Just two days ago I swore this was love I met this girl on a bus Most would have thought it was lust But she knew who I was Friends I knew, she knew, so they talk about us I knew things about her Things you wouldn't think I knew about her And I'm embarrassed to say... My dreams might have been most about her This long hair girl This non feared girl This young gorgeous girl Not most like her can enter my world Not most like her has ever entered my world But this young precious girl Show me a different side to this earth What else can she do What else am I missing This young precious girl is just another mystery "Jay"

Best friend In the end it was always you My best friend, never pretend, and always true Always listen in on what I had to say, And always said nae instead of yay Those the lil things I hate, but I'll miss the most, if it ever came to that day This your 22nd year on this earth And I only known you for ten I told god if he ever gave me a chance ill just do it again I'm the happiest knowing I have you as a friend Hurt will only build up if I lose you in the end ......you in the end And I don't mean to let that happen But you know we both cant stop stuff from happening And I could never take you for granted So maybe that's why this feels like a fatal attraction Or maybe it's the silence that kills it Or kills me..... Not knowing what will be..... But it's fine cause I know who we are A picture painted perfect in a world full of stars Yeah..... That's who we are And a friend that doesn't exist In a world full of conflict But you show'd more heart than fear in my world full of conflict Maybe that's why your the best friend I have I love you, && you deserve this "Jay"

Lost Future You cry at night to hide your pain away But everyone you know sees it as plain as day Hurt has its way... Reality shows her true face Lost in the struggle but you still embrace The will of a true survivor All your demons empowered Now your in control Take control now or lose the fight here This is the battle, your inner fear Take the fight to them, the end is near It's now or never the future is our present "Jay"

Intueri Find ways to manipulate the time Fine times stimulate the mind Lines drawn daring you to cross this line Daring the better men in this forgotten time Lost women, with lost minds blossom in the cold winter with finer times Miracle lies, truth hurts, and lies are lies but lies heal This summer heat is summer sweet Winters ice chill points like the widows peak "Jay"