Wasted Tears Left all alone I'm not ashamed to say I had to cry Been lookin’ back I lost my head but I don’t know why Turns out that every night ohhh I cried Those wasted tears yeah

Suffering You know what is time consuming? I questioned myself. Having all this feelings and sometimes i just think i will burst out. This rotten feelings poisoning me from the inside and i just cant handle it. At least thats how i feel now. Sometimes I wish i would be something else so i wont have feelings. I just cant control it. Maybe i just feel sorry for myself too much. I should stop bringing up these memories with him. It seems even the good memories turned into bad ones. Or maybe i just like when it hurts. Or I'm a totally nut case. I wish to erase just for one day. Just to feel peace inside. Looking out my window and seeing all this snow, everything is crystal white. Seems so calm and peaceful. I wanna be like that. My own stupid feelings suffocates me from the inside there is too much and because i couldn't give it out i have too keep inside all this love and it kills me. I let the tires run on my face and my vision to get blur.

Sometimes can't handle all this emotion...

Hurt You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her As if it were nothing, you kiss her You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her....

Adele When was the last time you thought of me? Or have you completely erased me from your memory? I often think about where I went wrong, The more I do, the less I know....