Being Ashamed Being ashamed Left in defeat,laughing historically Ha ha ha I'm letting go I'm ashamed to call you again

Only 11 I'm only 11 but I love to see what the world of dreams sees The sky is so bright but deep down there's no light I feel so sad I feel so lonely I'm longing to see you. I feel so sick and so alone,so dead and so cold,if only you could see what lies in my destiny then maybe you could except me. I'll die soon enough so don't you worry! I'm going I'm leaving i need to go... But first I wish to let me live long enough to feel welcomed..

Hell Enjoying the devil laughs, beheading myself, Telling them to shut up won't be enough. They feed on pain they feed on sorrow,maybe I'm the feast they need. They don't dare to touch me,they don't dare to see the darkest part of me. I'm there laughter I'm their joy....but what are they to me? A perfect feast of course!

Being In Hell I breath hard and in pain...my #life is ending in shame The devil laughs the angle snorts but I beat a lot in some sort My heart is a watch ,my #life's a chain,my blood is calm but still I'm in pain The cries that I scream the ache that I bear is that good enough for your nightmare? Can I return from the dead? Live my #life, not like the dead, the words are bind to my chest but still the dark that's in side, will my demon awaken or will I just die. No point in begging I'm already gone,just like dust,just like dawn.. Will this end or will carry on..will the light reach me,or will I be gone? I'm swallowing darkness, my breathings faint,will end like this or will it change? I'm going hell I just know I am,the fire will burn me until I'm agony..I'll never live another #life even if u pay me,I'll try with my might My demon will awaken so beware if u wanna live then don't even dare. My smile is wild just like me,hear I come the King of agony. Wait for my might, wait for me, the tears I cry are for me alone. I'm going hell, I'm still alone....

Never Ending I have my dream,my #life,my love, but when it starts as a reality it changes my destiny... My hearts a watch the time of faith, the Lovely melody that de plays. It turns my world upside down,but when you appeared my dream flipped around. I gazed all day without a blink. The shimmer you let out broke my words to little bites of glass I'll be honest I was never human,just a reflection in glass. You saw me one day and smiled then said "I'm leaving now I'll crush you too" I knew those words were full of love,but still hurt to say. The love I needed was shattered away as you broke my reflection away.my heart was left so you picked up. Got a key then turned the knob. I'm locked away for good right now.Shadows peeping inside my heart is dead just like you said I need to go now... I'm sorry for not being better I should off tried harder Goodbye my love be careful now and I'll see you soon...