"The Feeling" I hate the feeling when you have to say goodbye to someone you want to spend every minute with.

#life. All the frustration I had In my #life, it's so hard to put up a fight. I feel like society is gaining up on me, but I can't blame them for what's going on with me. I work hard for nothing because what am I worth? If you think I'm not telling the truth, just try to be in my shoes. I hide my tears for so many years because my friends think I'm ok but they don't know what's going to happen I just talk and joke with them like nothing ever happened. If you are reading this that means I'm still alive because I will always and still have my pride. Everybody has that one person that brings you down that doesn't mean you need to have a frown. I hear whispers in my ear saying that I need to show up and start to face my fears, we always feel insecure in every way but we have to face it every day. But I'm really glad I'm hear today because I have alot of things coming my way

One Day Sitting here thinking, one day I'm not going to go to school tomorrow. One day I'm not going to be able to see my friends every single day anymore One day we're all going to grow old and forget about half the people we spent the first 18 years of our lives with. One day some people are going t move away. One day me and my best friend won't talk every day like we used to. One day our young loves won't be around anymore. One day I'm probably never going to speak to half of my closest friends I had at school. One day #life won't be this easy. One day all my favourite bands and musicians won't be making any music. One day all the things that made me happy when I was young won't exist anymore. One day my parents won't be around anymore. One day I'll forget about the amazing times I had with my friends. Oe day I'm going to be too old to do the things I used to love to do. One day #life will change. I say I want to grow up so much. One day I'm going to regret wanting to grow up so quickly. One day #life just won't be the same .