Is sex a substitute for love? I often tend to think I'm trying to fill my lonely heart with sex...however, at the end of the day; that's how I am: lonely.

Everybody Is Beautiful We just need to constantly readjust our beauty standards

Memorised Your Body Before we split up, I had memorised your body so well that when I hugged some weeks ago, I closed my eyes, and as my hands slide all over your body I perfectly knew all your body shapes. I felt somehow you were mine again. Now you are far, but I still have thoughts on my mind about how your body felt and its perfects shapes. Even if we are not together anymore, on a night like this, I oftenly close my eyes, and just the thought of your body together with my memories; makes me feel a little bit closer to you. TomVonBom

Keeping It Real A lot of people often say: "you shouldn't do that" or "society thinks what you are doing is wrong." Long time ago, I decided to be honest with myself. Im not gonna stop doing something just because society thinks it's morally wrong. Im gonna follow my heart. As long as I dont hurt anyone, steal, or murder; Im free to choose the way I wanna live. It's my mind, it's my body, and it's my option. In times where people just pretend to be something they're not; I have decided to keep on being who I wanna be and not who society wants me to be. Im always gonna stand on my feet, never on my knees. I will recognize my mistakes and change them if I have to; but I will never change the way I am because that's what makes me different and unique. I might be the person who society dont wanna look at, but that's probably what makes me real. Im now 23, I was bumped when I was a kid, I grew up, I lived in 3 countries, I speak 5 languages, Im about to graduate, and besides that I have been able to develop a very successfull career as a model and get to the top of the fashion industry. What if I missbehave from time to time? I made myself proud, big and that what really matters me. Im a beautiful person and I will remain wild and indomitable 'till the end of my days. I made myself, and who I am today. Even if a lot of people will find Im too honest and might be offended by what I say or the way I act I will still KEEP IT REAL. TomVonBom